For the past few years I've edited a Lenten Devotional for my church. It's a work of love and joy for me -- putting out the call for submissions, nudging people to meet the deadline, gathering the submissions, proofing and editing, laying out, proofing and editing the layout, test printing, printing, distributing. Exhausting work but worth the effort.
The most difficult part of the process is Lent generally falls during Black History Month. The Devotional process generally starts in January and my mind is not focused on Black History Month, something always on my mind because for me Black History is all year. This year, the process for me started on Martin Luther King's birthday. It was actually celebrated on his birthday this year since it fell on a Monday.
In the past it has been only near the end of the process when I feel called to write something that resonates with Black History. I'm generally motivated by the abundance of submissions hesitant to make people feel anything but good. In all fairness, I think they just want people to feel better about worldly woes. Yet, looking at the whole, I often think, "Some people have forgotten that during Lent we are to travel the wilderness with Jesus."
Don't get me wrong. Some submissions evoke the bleakness and hope of that wilderness journey. And since children often submit their artwork, they offer points of innocent joy throughout the journey. Still, I wish for more reality and I find myself forcing my version of reality -- a marriage of joy and despair -- into their seemingly safe, secure, and blissful dream of reality. Is that wicked of me?
Getting to the point, I found myself this year pulling out excerpts from a paper I wrote in 2023 as my Devotional submission. It hits a couple of the themes I established this year: how I kept going despite missteps, mistakes, regrets on my faith journey. Then Black History Month arrived and all I could think about was this song: "Woke" by Sound of Blackness.
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